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Only But A BreakSo I told him today  I told him what's up  That I no longer feel for him  That feeling that is love   
I told him that I don't want  For him to hold my hand  Or for him to talk to me  Unless he's just being a friendly man   
It's true that I needed this  I need to clear my head  Without having to share his affections  Or climb into his bed   
I want to feel my own real emotions  Not like a patterned machine  The only thing I'm struggling with  Is the question   
Just what does a "break" mean? Only But A Break
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Carved Her Up"So he carved her up and listened to her scream all the while..."   
"Dude, what are you saying?"   
"Oh, this? This is just a book I'm reading."   
"What book is that? Sounds kinda creepy."   
"A book I'm writing."   
"Okay...So 'he' is carving 'her' up? How do you know she'd scream the entire time? Wouldn't she get tired?"   
He turned to her then, a strange smile upon his face.   
"Well, let's see."   
And so he carved her up and listened to her scream all the while. Carved Her Up
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What I'm AllowedI'm allowed to be mad  I'm allowed to be upset  I'm allowed to feel sad  And I'm allowed to feel regret   
Hell no, I will not 'just get over it'  Hell yes, I'm going to yell if I want  When it comes to things like this  With my feelings I will be blunt   
I'll take my time to grieve  Over what I think needs it most  Because if I don't I think that  These pent-up feelings will cause me to choke   
I hate to swallow my emotions  I do it everyday  But right now I just can't hold back  I can't pretend to be okay What I'm Allowed
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MiscarriageSo much blood  More than I thought  I could tell what it was  I felt so distraught   
Tissue passing  The pain, oh the pain  The cramping, it hurt  It was all so insane   
I knew what it was  The instinct was there  That I was losing my baby  My uterus was bare   
I went to the ER  Doubled over and upset  Waited for hours  Filled with regret   
Seriously, how could they  Make me wait so long?  I feel like maybe  Something could have been done   
But I know the facts  The ugly, cold truth  That there really was Miscarriage
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Fury Like This Has No Boundaries

Mon Jul 27, 2009, 10:49 PM
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Tears of a Tiger.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
Wow. I feel absolutely angry. More than angry.

I just got paid about two weeks ago and my job hands out paper checks instead of doing direct deposit. So I go and get my check on the 17th of July and deposit it into my account on the 20th.

I received some mail from my bank today. It read, "The item(s) shown above was deposited to your bank account, but it has been returned unpaid for the reason indicated. We have subtracted the amount of the item and the associated fees from your account. As a result of this action, your account is now overdrawn."

Do you know what the reason was that the check was returned? Insufficient funds. And keep in mind, this is my PAYcheck. So now my account is overdrawn $145 and I haven't been paid for the 60+ hours I worked.

I need a new job.

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  • Current Residence: Somewhere in PA
  • Interests: Reading, writing, watching Comedy Central, hangin' out, playing video games
  • Favourite movie: The Cell
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Dunno yet...thinking about it
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Operating System: PC
  • Favourite game: Fable, Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, Saint's Row, Call of Duty 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBOX 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Huey (from The Boondocks)
  • Personal Quote: "Everyone Exists For You And You Exist For Everyone"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, walkman, and my uncanny ability to go a whole day with only 3 hours of sleep.

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~Deathlesss Jul 1, 2009, 8:42:41 AM
You're very welcome.

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"I understand war. I understand procedure. I understand rules and regulations. I don't understand sorrow." -- Charles Manson

"Wait. Are you comparing me to GOD?" -- 'Dr. Gregory House'
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=odduckoasis Aug 1, 2008, 7:08:50 AM
:wave:

Hi! =)

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~Life is like a roll of toilet paper:
the closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes~
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~Deathlesss Sep 9, 2008, 5:34:07 PM
Oh, HI!

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"I understand war. I understand procedure. I understand rules and regulations. I don't understand sorrow." -- Charles Manson

"Wait. Are you comparing me to GOD?" -- 'Dr. Gregory House'
:iconodduckoasis:
=odduckoasis Sep 10, 2008, 6:27:31 AM
lol. Howdy. ^.^

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~Life is like a roll of toilet paper:
the closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes~
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~Deathlesss Sep 10, 2008, 12:50:57 PM
Hiya!

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"I understand war. I understand procedure. I understand rules and regulations. I don't understand sorrow." -- Charles Manson

"Wait. Are you comparing me to GOD?" -- 'Dr. Gregory House'
:iconodduckoasis:
=odduckoasis Sep 13, 2008, 12:36:33 PM
lol. How've you been? Haven't seen you in awhile. xD;

Life's good here. Same ol' same ol'. heh.

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~Life is like a roll of toilet paper:
the closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes~
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~Methigoss Jul 1, 2008, 4:35:49 PM
Thank you for the fav.
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~Infleshtation May 12, 2008, 8:22:34 PM
haha, i cannot seriously keep up with all the comments you've left me. i truly appreciate your tenacity in rooting through all these songs i haven't even read in a long time. it brings me back. i thank you, but my caveman dial-up internet does not.

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for the thirstiest of fucks
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